{"id":245,"date":"2024-04-02T11:45:08","date_gmt":"2024-04-02T17:45:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/?p=245"},"modified":"2024-04-02T11:45:09","modified_gmt":"2024-04-02T17:45:09","slug":"anxious-mind-by-guadalupe-vial-ulloa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/2024\/04\/02\/anxious-mind-by-guadalupe-vial-ulloa\/","title":{"rendered":"ANXIOUS MIND By: Guadalupe Vial Ulloa"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Body made from candle wax<br>eyes carved out of fear.<br>A mouth that can only whisper,<br>a nose that only bleeds.<br>Ears that never listen<br>as instead of out, they go in.<br>Monster is what they call you.<br>In those nightmares, you have more than dreams.<br>You sweat so much you burn the sheets<br>your body paralyzed from fear.<br>And so you live on by trembles,<br>whimpers and whispers.<br>Scared of being found out<br>as the monster you are<br>trails of pus as you walk<br>but no one sees or talks.<br>No one ever looks at your eyes<br>the entrance to a soulless shell<br>that has been ripped open several times<br>broken like an egg.<br>Shattered like glass<br>spilt salt and ash from your rib cage to your hips<br>Still, it feels as if you were a balloon filled with air<br>and any moment, you could fly away.<br>But you are scared to fly<br>as you may melt like Icarus<br>when you reach for the stars<br>leaving only gauges of who you were behind.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Body made from candle waxeyes carved out of fear.A mouth that can only whisper,a nose that only bleeds.Ears that never listenas instead of out, they go in.Monster is what they <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/2024\/04\/02\/anxious-mind-by-guadalupe-vial-ulloa\/\">Continue Reading &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":449,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-245","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/449"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=245"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":246,"href":"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245\/revisions\/246"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=245"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=245"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.ulethbridge.ca\/the-write-stuff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=245"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}